If all things goes well I will be baptized next Sunday! I’m really excited and it’s been something I’ve been meaning to do for awhile now. I was really indecisive whether to get baptized at 10th or WAC, but after today’s service. I’ve made my decision. I believe God’s been listening and has been watching over me… and he feels that 10th is my home church. So I talked to Pastor J and he’ll get back to me with the details. It’s funny how today’s service Pasotr LK talked about baptism as well, making 10th home, for us to break free from prior guilt, shame, inequities… It’s something I don’t know why I’ve been delaying for so long… I felt… well I should learn more, be more involved, renew myself more before I get baptized. But the truth the matter is, it’s a long continual path, it’s a lifetime of learning, and if I keep on with that mentality… I don’t know why I’m holding myself back. Because over the wall are greener pastures. Because being back in God’s light has been the best. thing. ever! Going back to church has been the best thing ever! Breaking loose from negative people has been the best thing ever! And if I had the chance to change things, then i would’ve done this a lot earlier! I just wish you will be there to witness this with me…
Pray for me. You know I’ve been praying for you everynight…
Filed under: Uncategorized , baptize, Faith, God, happy, love, pray, Sunday, Superstar
its funny when you date someone its like taking one long course on who that person is, but then when you break up its like the emotional equivalent of an english degree…
-how i met your mother 503
Filed under: Uncategorized , love, quote
Was having dinner with my girls and they were commenting on how busy I’ve become. That its becoming ridiculous that they almost need to rsvp me in advance. That’s true actually there really isn’t enough hours in a day for me to use. By the time I get off from work and get home that’s already like 6, then go gym/run/yoga or swim that already takes me to 930, then shower eat and it’s bed time. Or if I dun exercise that night I’m either out or doing other things. Then weekend is even more of a wash. Sat maybe my only day to sleep in (better now it’s winter and I don’t go hiking or surfing) then it’s lunch with parents and then small group at night, then eat or what not. Sun is church then eat and maybe rest a bit and then it’s badminton then it’s time to go home and sleep. SRS I think I really need some down time and just rest. My body is actually pretty tired. But then I quite enjoy this busy-ness. It keeps the mind and body occupied. Plus I enjoy my friends company. It feels like I’m making up for lost time kinda. But then I really need some time to just catch up on my readings and my tv shows. I’ve got too many mad men, house, Greys, chuck, and how I met ur mother storing up precios space. My room is messy and I just need to clean shit up… Alright enough rambling time to hit the pillow!
Filed under: Uncategorized , busy, friends, good times
One of my team members is sick and I mean coughing out a lung, runny nose, looks like shit sick… On Monday I being boss told her to take the afternoon off to rest up but she insisted that she was fine… I was already thinking WTF inside but thought if she’s this sick she’d call in tomorrow (being yesterday now)… But she didn’t. She still came to work hacking. I find it quite stressful especially now that it’s high flu season, ppl are sensitive to swine flu, ppl are getting sick left right and center… and I haven’t gotten my flu shot yet. I really don’t wanna get sick. Last time I was sick it was because of her AGAIN!!! She had a respirtory infection and didn’t tell us until afterwards. Anyways, she got worse and my coworker said she was feeling like she’s about catch something (today she was even sicker than me) and asked if I mind her workin from home for the remainder of the afternoon. This made AC quite annoyed since she felt like we were being racist to her being sick. Honestly take a hint! When ure coworkers and ure boss tells u to go home and rest / work from home I don’t know why you don’t!!! Staying at work wiping her nose inbetween typing doesnt mean that ure productive! Then she had to send me an email asking if I thought it was best she go home. OMG. Srs’ly??? So I basically had to tell her to go home until she was feeling better. And now guess what I’m sick! My other 2 team members are sick too cuz of AC!!! This really pisses me off. If you are sick stay home!! Don’t come to work and spread it around!!! That is just plain rude!!!
Sad part was that she went to the doc today and told me that her doc took a swab of her throat but won’t the results until 3 days after and thinks she’s well to come back to work tomorrow. @_@. Told her to stay home for the remainder of the week.
I dunno why some ppl can’t take a hint and needs to be told!!!
Filed under: Uncategorized , office, sick, stupid, suck, WTF
Sometimes I wonder what will happen. What you and I will be like. What you will be like. What I will be like. If we will be friends again. If we will talk again. It seems like such a shame that things are the way they are. Someone needs to make the first move but neither wants to… Perhaps you are ok with the way things are but to me they arent… Something is still missing… I miss my best friend. How dumb of me… ;(
Filed under: Uncategorized , KT, love, sometimes
hey you…
The past few weeks at work has been nothing more than a series of musical chairs and games of fake democracy. The most recent one posted in the accounting group clearly demonstrated this… the person they choose was well hated by some rather vocal people at the office, and for valid reasons i may add (two-faced, back stabbing, user, etc… ) I shouldn’t be complaining too much that I didn’t get the job since i applied for other reasons (the VP after signing off my work experienced specifically told me to try out if the opportunity came about)… then one of the directors that i’m chummy with just came back from a cruise, chatted with me was like “aiya, shouldn’t have applied, what you’re doing is so much better!!”…. But to tell me based on “ambition” they thought JZ was a stronger candidate doesn’t fly, and to tell JJ that she doesnt have enough “accounting” experience is a load of crap also! Actually anyone other than JZ getting the job i wouldn’t be so railed up…. The steps of formality and a charade of fake democracy is rather silly…
My new boss although a very nice person doesn’t seem to be very supportive either. Certain things clearly should not fall onto my teams’ / my shoulders, but he hasn’t been there to stand up for us or to fight our battles. Taking on more work doesn’t necessarily mean it’s the right approach. we need to work smart, not just work hard.
alright, enough ranting… now to something funny… the other day i was having dinner with JY, AK, etc… i had one of my blonde moments again… i guess i started drinking red wine on an empty stomache and got trashed pretty quickly… i don’t remember what we were quite talking about… i think it was planning for a wine / cheese party… and i was talking about wine and grapes… and then i said something like ‘it tastes like purple’ … lol … for people who are mix their left’s from their right’s they’re called dyxlesic; they started teasing me that maybe mixing color and fruits i should be called “fru-clor-rexic”… aiiii
btw, now i totally see why people are addicted to their iphones… i’m such an iphone geek now
anyways… hope you’re well
Filed under: Uncategorized , blonde, fail, office, silly, WTF
Just came home from watching the invention of lying… I almost fell asleep. I found it boring. Although there were some interesting parts it was just too slow. But it does make me wonder what if we all told the absolute truth? If we were to even go one day telling everything exactly as it is, no lies, no sugar coating, no ommission. How fast would we butt heads? How quickly would want to strangle one another? And would it be alright?
Filed under: Uncategorized , movie, truth n lies, yawn
it’s not that i’m cynical or sarcastic…
it’s that i don’t believe in fairy tales or the “match” made in heaven… (it could be all coincidences/circumstances anyways…)
it’s easier this way then to live in a bubble world… to hold you hopes up high then hitting a wall and tumbling to your death…
it’s not that i want to win, i just want that luv that is simple and true … hahahaaaaa
Filed under: Uncategorized , cynical, love, whatever
yesterday i went to chop my hair off… all 12 inches or more of it… sporting a new bob cut and loving it! At first i thought it would be tough to part ways with my long hair that i can curl and tie up etc… but it feels fresh and liberating!
Miss the old hair? maybe … but whatever i’ll send it a postcard!
Filed under: Uncategorized , bob, buh-bye!, chop chop, fresh, hair cut
